Perhaps I’m only happy because someone’s come along. Perhaps I really am just generally happy with life now.
I accidently added all my facebook contacts onto my msn list last week. At the time I just wanted to delete everyone off and start again. I’m quite glad now I didn’t.
“Who is this!?”
“Um…”
“RONALD!?!”
These were just some of the responses I was getting. And amongst that group of people, Ben appeared.
I’m sure I could bet money that most people have met someone in their life who appears to be on the exact level as them. Perhaps it’s a best friend, a partner or even a family member. It would appear in my case that Ben was very rapidly becoming this person.
Days have passed and my mood has escalated. Even news of everyone heading off to Kitacon hasn’t brought me down. It’s even made me say at points “Ok, you have fun!” and when they say “You too”, I can whole heartedly respond with an “I’m sure I will!”.
I’ve realised how dear my friends are. The people I speak to regularly on skype appear to be a second family to me now. If ever I’m down I’ll know for a fact they’ll cheer me up. My smile will come back and I’ll laugh until I cry. I have in jokes with them, the silliest of conversations, and I’ve also had some wonderful deep ones too.
Ben sends me wonderful texts, makes me feel so amazing about myself. He makes me laugh and he makes me smile. He’s got the most stunning singing voice and he won’t stop serenading me with it. I hope he never stops.
I hope this happiness never stops.
C’MON.
